Jill Sater said: April 16, 2010 12:49 am PST
I was diagnosed w/SM in 12/09. C2-C4 and T2 to L1. I was also diagnosed w/ Nuero and Lymphatic Sarcoidosis, Sjogren's and Raynaud's. Finally, Validated @ last, not crazy! I was referred to a great Pain Mngmt Dr., whom I kept telling my spinal cord hurt, someone finally listened. Had an MRI w/Gad., that is when I was also diagnosed w/SM. I Went to NIH to Dr. Heiss (Neuro Surgeon, meet him @ NIH.com), great doctor!!! was told surgery would not help me and healing was issue due to my AI diseases. I am also going to John Hopkins for further testing. I am just getting tests still. NO TREATMENT as of yet. Everyone is afraid to try anything as I have horrible reactions to most drugs that help. I am now considering the Medtronix Pain Pump. I push hard on good days, I pay for it the next day. I am blessed w/a wonderful husband, best friend, family and friends! My best friend has been my rock! She, besides my husband were the only ones that "got it" for a very long time! Although, I miss my old life, I feel blessed! I try to accomplish 1 thing everyday! I also sell on E-bay. That is difficult @ times due to my finger pain and co-ordination. I have alot of hope, 2 very supportive doctors. I now Breed my horses instead of ride them & would like to spread awareness in the horse community. I hope to meet people who I can learn from, network w/, cry with, and also listen and give hope & pray with. This disease does not define us. Never let go of that! We are still the same person! I feel the most IMPORTANT thing is to EDUCATE Family members & friends. For many years I heard get up, push yourself! They need to realize that sometimes you just cannot! You may not even look sick! LOL. I live in the U.S., in MD, w/in 1 hour of John Hopkins and 25 min. from NIH. I would love to help anyone that I can, anyway that I can. I WANT TO "PAY IT FORWARD"!